I had a conversation with Ryan's sister last night about timing of it all. She is engaged and plans to start planning her wedding after she graduates this June. I told her that I didn't exactly want to plan Someone's Entrance to the World around her wedding but at the same time I want to be able to fly to WA for the wedding and I want to be non-blimp-like so I can be helpful. Ryan told me BAD IDEA. Neither of us should be keeping the other in mind at all. We should just do what we want regardless of each other's plans. Talking about it only adds pressure and if something goes "wrong" then we'll just feel guilty. I told him he is staying home with the baby then cause I'm going to the wedding. Empty threats. Why do I make 'em? Oh well. I have a suspicion that hes right and I wish I could take back the conversation.
So things to do before getting pregnant:
- Dental work: cleaning, crown, two front veneers, cavities that i'm SURE I have filled.
- Get YakTrax.
- Schedule out "payments" to self to save up for van.
So the office tonight. Hilarious. :) It makes me cringe from all the social pain going on. Ugh.